8.5.09

So Im finally awake...

and I feel exactly the same as I did before. Nothing is changing and I don't feel like I can make things change.

What's wrong with me? I don't think I've ever been this done. I know indirectly what's wrong, I'm still heartbroken. How do I fix this though? I honestly don't believe a new boyfriend can replace the old one and getting back together at this point just seems...

I don't know...

So, again, Im awake and I don't feel any different. Actually, there is a difference, I don't even feel that temporary spurt of happiness right now. Maybe I need to get out of the house and get out of my head...

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