Working Man, How Does It Feel?

It feels good to know that I'm still useful. I'm not going to be all emo, because I need to document the good. If you stay looking at the positive, more positive things will come. 2 wrongs dont make a right, but two positives can make a light. LOL, that was corny, but it was needed. The reason my energy is up is because good things have happened, so in order for good things to happen, I need to keep my energy up!! I feel like some things may have transferred, but it just needs to be expelled. We'll work on it as a family though. =)

As I lay me down to sleep...

I prepare to sleep my day away, but what am I really missing? I got some sun, went to training for work, and I talked to some of my close friends.

I'm fading but not wanting to miss anything, this pic is of me falling asleep lol.

Sunday Morning.

Morning. 2nd day of training. My trainer, Lashay is everything. She's upbeat, friendly, helpful, I love her. I stayed up again to make it, lol. I'm not a morning person and my sleep schedule is way off, but I gotta thug it out for this job. I need it for one, its fun and simple for two, lol.

I made a new friend! He has a name that's common, but I like it. He's interesting thus far, but its hard to get a good read off of people from the net. I just think its funny that he tagged me something to the effect that he'd been by, but didn't speak before when not too long ago I had been on his page and told myself not to send him a message, lol.

Anyway, my b-day is coming up, calvin put in 50 and hightower hooked me up with 150 for my party. My friends rock and its good to know that I do have some really supportive friends. I can't wait to see Marco and everyone this weekend. Hopefully, I work all week so it flies by.

Laters.

PS - India will be here to siiiiiing!!!

California Pizza Kitchen

First day of host training, didn't sleep to make sure I was on time and stayed over at a friends house to make sure I made it. I'm dedicated. I have a little downtime, so just though I'd pop by and say hi. I'm feeling really good about working here, almost that feeling I got when working for apple. Well, let me drink my strawberry lemonade before we get started. TTYL.

PS - the other host... She was late, she don't want it, lol. Just kidding, she's cool.

Good Morning!

What's right and what's wrong?

Again I find myself annoyed. This conversation on what's real and what's fake. This situation has really gotten me torn up because I'm defending someone on something and I don't know what's true and what isn't. I'm just over talking about it, but I'm also over being put in this position. No questions have been answered, I'm steady shooting bullets in the dark.

What's right and what's wrong?

Is it right that I'm being loyal and defending things with incomplete information?

Is it wrong that I'm even letting this bother me?

Well, well

Don't really know what to say. This has to be a very odd week for me. I was overloaded with info, some good, some bad. I'm employed now which is great, I'm done moving, well, I moved as much as I could and the bus doesn't take that long to get me downtown.

I've been going through the motions emotionally though, between the stress of the moving, dealing with keeping my ex out of my life and trying to be strong for others- I'm drained. I recently found out a friend of mine isn't everything he was said to be. I think part of my problem is I feel like if I can be open, honest and tell the truth even when I don't want to, others should reciprocate. I've been having a hard time because I'm never one to give up so soon on friendships, but I don't feel like I'm being met halfway.

Hmm,
More at 10!

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