Go up!

Sometimes, life is best lived progressively. When there are problems, obstacles, hardships, etc. then it's best to find ways of dealing with it as quickly as possible and move on.

Go up! Don't stay down in a slump all say, go build yourself up. Everything is temporary, including the good and the bad, so why dwell on one more than the other? It's not worth it.

Living life progressively doesn't mean taking things for granted, but don't make a big deal over the little things, don't stress a situation if it doesn't mean that much in the longrun anyway.

If you keep putting an idea somewhere it doesn't belong, then eventually it'll find a way to fit in there. Let's set goals and expectations and meet them, whether they be short term, long term or permenant changes.

Don't waste time. Make time.


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To Tell or Not

So I've decided that I'm going to start giving scenarios, try to look at both sides of it and look at possible solutions.

If anybody reads this, input is welcomed and highly recommended.

So let's say you have a best friend and let's call him Paul. Paul is your best friend, so naturally you have mutual friends. Some of your mutual friends talk shit about Paul to you.

You defend Paul, since he is your best friend, right?

Do you tell Paul? Why or why not?

My point of view is this: I defend Paul because if he was that bad of a person, then those people wouldn't still associate with him, not even a little bit. He should have the opportunity to confront them. If they said what they said, they should be able to own up to it and let Paul defend himself.

I tell Paul, not to be messy, but because he should be more aware of the company he keeps. I know Paul has a history of bad or weird friendships.

On the flipside, I may not defend Paul since I don't know his relationships with the other friends that well, I just know that they know each other and may talk from time to time. There may have been past events that occured and that's why they act the way they act.

I don't tell Paul because the conversation(s) had with the mutual friends are our business and should not get back to him to protect privacy. =\

Right?

I would love some feedback.

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Funny...

Creative juices flow, but it gets hard when you want to do ao much. I can't seem to focus because I want to do so much.

When I write, I never know which direction I want to go in. Things aren't bad, but I may take them there. I feel like life is an existential crisis and sometimes my writing reflects that.

What if it became an existential celebration?? How do you get back to enjoying the unknown or atleast the adventure in it?

Life is funny, even when it's sad.

So many scenarios to give for this, but again, I don't know which direction I want to go in.

*giggles*


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Goodbye.

No rants.
No raves.
No tears.
No peers.
Just you and the sheets.
Be quiet as you keep--
it all inside.
Your feelings.
You hide.
"Goodbye."

He fucking text me goodbye.

Who do you have?

Isn't it crazy when you start to realize you don't have anyone in your corner? Those connections you used to have are other lost or changed. If things have changed, how do you continue to make that connection?

I find it so strange that people can just lose sight of each other so quickly. From lovers to friends, I feel we all become a part of each other in one way or another, so I would think we'd gain understanding. You never truly understand anyone though.

You could have some sort of support system just crumble over night. You might have those days where you just want to talk to your best friend, or check in with someone you used to be close with or look to you partner for some words of encouragement. If none of them pick up the phone, return a text or answer an IM, then what do you do? I internalize.

When you've exhausted the options of people, that's when you realize, there is no one in your corner.

Love.

Here's my issue:

I just want to love one person for the rest of my life *AS FAR AS MY OTHER HALF GOES. Is that so bad?

I just want to read some responses.

(Not So Merry) Christmas

I am happy to be alive; employed; healthy; loved.
I am unhappy to be away from everything I ever knew; some loved ones; my comfort zone.

Holidays have never been the greatest part of the year for me. I've never had a lot, but I've usually had just enough. This year it feels like I have nothing. I'm broke, miss my mother, boyfriend is out and I'm just in the same four walls that I'm always in.

I hope everyone really took today out to realized how blessed they were and how much they have compared to other people. The holidays really are about who you're with, so don't spend them alone if you don't have to.

Some may not like their family very much, but at the end of the day that's all you have. If you don't have them, you really don't have anything.

This year, I don't have anything.

Know you're loved
Happy Holidays.